Monday, 4 February 2008

Update

I probably owe you an explanation of why I havent posted in so long. (Cupid owes me one of why HE hasn't, but I'll deal with that later).

As of November, I started seeing another boy. In a very casual and relaxed sort of way, it's become a fairly regular thing. He doesn't know about this blog - I haven't even thought of mentioning it, to be honest, because things with him are still very up-in-the-air.

Posting about what I get up to with this chap is clearly not an option without discussing it with both him and Cupid. But he has had a remarkable effect on my scenes with Cupid, because he's very much more dom. This means when I have scened with Cupid lately, it's all been entirely Lady-on-top, and I haven't subbed to him in months.

Thing is, I've just realised how much I miss it.

Last night we were snuggling in bed after he got back from a trip out of town, just relaxing and chilling for a half-hour before Cupid had to leave. At one point, very innocuously, he took hold of my wrist to move my hand to a better position. The feeling of being moved at his will instantly flicked all my sub switches, and I gave a sort of groan, because I knew that even if there had been time for a scene, he wouldn't have wanted to play at such short notice.

Once I'd explained why I was groaning, he said regretfully that no, scening wasn't on, and got up to put his boots on. I lay there feeling more wired than I have for ages. On impulse, I stuck my tongue out at him. Without changing his expression, he stopped lacing his boots, pulled the duvet aside and smacked my arse.

We kept this going for five minutes, me minxing and being cheeky, him smacking me, and then pinching and biting my inner thighs. He also tickled my feet till I shrieked. Then, once I'd given up minxing, and gone very quiet and obedient, we kissed goodbye and he left.

That was a nice little interlude and I really want to play more like that. Maybe I need to find more ways to minx...